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I think my mood just hit the lowest point its ever gotten to.., well for this week anyway ^^;

just came back from the pet store, we got some toys for my dog for christmas.
I hate the pet store, but also love it,
all the lizards, fish, hamsters, mice,etc.
and, theres the cat adoption center too.
I love looking at all the kitties, I just wish I could have one so bad, but it isn't just because I want a cat, I just want something that loves me here...even if it just seemed like it liked me..
our family dog ignores me so he doesn't count.
uggh...I'm so depressed and at christmas time too crying
*sigh* why can't something love me?
as I stated in my poem earlier, I just don't understand it....
I'm nice, I'm pretty, (so far as everyone says >> I'm really modest so I can't say for sure, but I think so too I guess ^^; )
I'm smart, I guess my mind is just too strange for most people...
*sigh* I wish I wasn't lonely anymore...
I can't have a cat or any furry animals anymore because my dad said so rolleyes
I had to beg for yeeaaars for that crappy dog.
I Hate my dad.

I can't have a cat...but I want someone for me more...

I just wish I could have someone already...

sorry if it seems like I'm not including my best friends, I don't mean to make it seem like they don't count I'm just depressed.. -__-;;
so sorry if anyone felt left out or anything
its just....I just....want someone to like me... emo

and someone that I like back of course ^^;;;;