when i was young i felt responsible for my mom even though she took care of me, i loved my mom that in many ways i felt like was born the mom and her made the child. it hurt so bad when she to my place as mom and i hers as the child. i guess because i grow that way- as the mother- i try hard to hold on to my angelic self. no matter how loose that hold is.
that's also why i started my dark family because i like beiung responsible for others and not myself as long as i make myself that way.
you see who i am in many many way id a mother, i grew up too fast and n ow I'm i[immature as my human mother puts it. but i just see things more seriously then most girls my age and act like a child to fit in but...i like the standing out in some ways and hate it in others
when i marry i want him to take me damaged and all, love me as i am...I'm an old soul and bet he will be too lol. i have this thing about protecting others and never trying to protect myself. i can't sit by when some one needs help and never stand down when it comes to me. if it turns to a fight i take the pain, without fighting back until their done and not make a sound or cry
but some people aren't worth It and i walk away (bruised if i have to) without a sound. i suffer from internal, pain and trust me nothing physical hurts worse then that
so you think ur strong because u send me to a hospital hurt ha! don't get so full of yourself
bring it on all who challedge me.
don't touch me or ones i care for if you want what u want taken from you
and to the kind souls of this world. the ones who care.
thank you
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