i want him to want me to be me and not depend on him complete. but i really neede him he'd be there. someone who knew all of me but, didn't want sex, but just being with me was enough. someone that is not average but is still able to love me whole or broken....someone who sings their name through my whole being and awakens something in this hollow demon.
someome with love so pure he would die for me, wait for me, never leave me in pain, and care for me.
if i could find someone like that i wouldn't feel so alone
please let that person find me soon.
an old soul like myself, completely made for me and was mine for all immortallity and is my heaven. someone i truely can't live without but wont kill me if he leaves like edward and bella in Twilight
