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how can i begin
to explain how i feel
when i hear your voice,
and think of your face?

i suppose
i begin to feel

happy
protective
loving
caring
wanting
confused
wonderous
loved
and strong

but at the same time
i also feel

weakened
vulnerable
a bit innocent
nervous
worried
conserned
a bit naked
and exposed

these feelings
all manage
to somehow
feel good

i do not understand
how or why
feeling exposed
feels good

or why
i feel it
at
all

but, what i do know
is that it
seems to make me forget
everything else, and calms me

but sometimes
i feel just too calm

i dont know
weather to take it as
a good thing
or not

everything you do
seems to make me melt inside
seems to make me
feel this way

i do not know what to think
or to say
when i feel
the way i do towards you

but i can do
what i know how to
and that is
to love you