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for the past few days all that has been happening is s**t...on monday me, mike *my bf* and my mom were waching a move and mike said "my bf and i" and my mom fliped...it seems as if she and i had a little misunderstanding when i told her i was gay...when she asked if mike and i were doing things i took it as if she ment that him and i were having sex and she ment that we were going out so i said no thinking she ment sex...so i said no *which was a lie*...so for the past few months she never knew him and i weren't going out...like comon him and i were holding hands and huging infront of her and when we told her that we were going out she ******** fliped....*sigh* i'm not done yet o no....mike took me in the hall and asked what was going on i said the same thing i have just said *if u don't know what i meen read ^ up* then my mom came over and started asking stuff, it was making me up set...i was trying to keep a happy face on when i was on the line of crying...mike ended it by moving aside for my mom to put her cloths away and then he took me in my room and we wached a movie...well he did, i whent to the bath room and cryed for 30 min. and came out after mike knocked on the door. i came out and got into the covers and then mike whent to the bath room,when he came out the lights were off and i was under the covers facing the wall he sat next to me holding me and he wached the movie...after a few min. he asked if i was ok i said yes and and he said ok and asked agin and after that i was too close to crying to even talk so i huged him and cryed on his sholder for and hour then he ternd off the movie and we tryed to sleep...we didn't get eany.
so the next day mike and me talked and he said we will tell her EVERYTHING, becase he wants her to trust him...so we waited for her to get home and we told her...well he told her and she was cool with it, we laghed,and locked about people and stuff and then the next day when mike had to go home nothing happend and then the next day she comes home and says "when i get home from shoping WE need to talk." at first i was scared and then i talked to mike and my friends and that got me to feel better so i was ok when she got home....and then she says "ur not to see him agin"....i looked at her for a min. and asked if i can still go see him this coming weekend and she said ok.....ok now were on today ^_^ wooie....*not really* so NOW i can't see him EVER not this weekend i can only talk to him on msn.........i whent to my room and cryed...then came back on and he was on and i told him and now i'll copy and past what we said
icky says:
hi.....i have more bad news mike
ricky says:
Mikey says:
********
Mikey says:
no more phone either?
ricky says:
no we can talk on the phone..i was too up set to call
ricky says:
i can't go friday...but she'll run me over thare saterday
ricky says:
then she'll pick me up
Mikey says:
???
Mikey says:
wtf
ricky says:
i know
ricky says:
i whent to my room for a min. after that
Mikey says:
ask her why she hates me
ricky says:
......
Mikey says:
i dont care if shes asleep
ricky says:
shes not
Mikey says:
what the ******** did i do to her
ricky says:
i dano
Mikey says:
she does know were not gunna get back till about 9 or 10 right
ricky says:
hold on
ricky says:
she knows and i think she can care less
ricky says:
she gave me that look
Mikey says:
seriously
ricky says:
yea
Mikey says:
ask her if she hates me that much
Mikey says:
i wanna know
ricky says:
i can't
Mikey says:
why not
Mikey says:
she could care less anyways
ricky says:
i know but still
ricky says:
sorry
Mikey says:
dont be
Mikey says:
its not ur fault
Mikey says:
its her loss
ricky says:
k
Mikey says:
next thing shes gunna say is we cant talk anymore
ricky says:
thats when i will talk to her
ricky says:
i'll go as far as this
Mikey says:
i will never be honest with her again
ricky says:
ok
ricky says:
thats ok with me
Mikey says:
im probably never gunna talk to her again
ricky says:
i don't blam u
thare will be more buuuuuuuuut this is all u people get to see....i know thare will be more becase we both started talking.......i hope nothing else happens
 The Ricky · Sat Oct 15, 2005 @ 05:14am · 2 Comments |
