My ******** parents are going to kill me...
I can't help that i have feelings for someone right? Especially if he's as old as he is!
I am so dead for even liking him. I mean i know its not wrong...but to them it is! Life just has to be so ******** up like that huh??? It makes it hard for me to be me with him. To ******** open up more....'cause im scared of them....of what they'll think. Of what will happen if they find out. God...It makes everything seem so much more rough...i want to cry...im so ******** emo like that i know. its all i ever feel anymore....sadness and happiness..there isn't anything else.
I've been needing to get this out...its bugging me so much right now...
I can't help that i have feelings for someone right? Especially if he's as old as he is!
I am so dead for even liking him. I mean i know its not wrong...but to them it is! Life just has to be so ******** up like that huh??? It makes it hard for me to be me with him. To ******** open up more....'cause im scared of them....of what they'll think. Of what will happen if they find out. God...It makes everything seem so much more rough...i want to cry...im so ******** emo like that i know. its all i ever feel anymore....sadness and happiness..there isn't anything else.
I've been needing to get this out...its bugging me so much right now...
