Here's #1 for anyone who wants to read it and know what im getting at...Grrr ********]
Soooooo I like told him about how i felt and stuffs and told him i still liked him but that i needed to get things sorted out and get to know both guys more before really figuring out how i actually feel about them...
and surprisingly for him...he took it really well. He said he named a cat after me...a smokey grey one with icy blue eyes he said....It almost made me cry...no one has named anything after me before....
Its not like i don't enjoy talking to him. I do very much.....till he nags me for pics...then i flip out and get all pissed off and leave...
so i guess i am doing the right thing for a change....
Editttt
So i thought he took it well....
Im starting to give up on both guys just because of him....why can't he just get that Charlie makes me really freaking happy and so does he? and that its not a bad thing?!
God i want to hit something...or break something....or slam my head into a wall. Like seriously......
and now i'll just freaking cry.....i can't handle anything right now.....
Edit edit
Okay so now i think everything is okay....or getting there. Slowly. I think Brent finally got that i need some time to sort out my poor head
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22. Complete weirdo. No life. I like outterspace.
