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Sitting here, crouched into a ball arms covering head
Crying as if no one can see
But they do...
The tears drop to the ground
But are silent
The world is silent
people standing around me like im crazy
Am i?
Im a monster...
Am i?
Glancing at the people
They stare back only to frown at my tear stained face
I run, as far away as possible, even if only its two feet.
No one follows
My being nearly falling apart
Blood follows the tears
It drips past me with every beat of my heart
I find a corner
Aiming for it only to have someone stand in my way
I push them aside and run even farther
Blood making its way behind me, like red paint
A dull red paint
Unoxygenated
Losing breath and heart beats
I stumble in a closet
Crying more and more
Thinking to myself "how could you believe that lie that he liked you?"
Just hoping the closet walls would slowly cave in
They stood straight
Not even a slant in them
Remembering how he rejected me
How he laughed his angelic laugh
How he walked away
I wish i could breathe
Breath shortening and eyes closing slightly more every few minutes
Even if the world couldn't spin, I wasnt going to die
I heard a knock at the door
My only responce was a swift kick to it
Shaking it
It opened...
It was him
He stood there as if nothing happened
I got up fell to my knees and hit the ground
Never to awake again...
 iChemical-kiss · Mon Dec 01, 2008 @ 02:48am · 0 Comments |
