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I have got to get this outttt......its eating at me.

There is also this other guy i like ....or did....
God i feel bad..cuz i feel like im just pushing him aside for someone i like a lot more. And im just not sure what to tell him...cuz he keeps saying he loves me yaknow..and ive only known him since the begining of this month. And he's cool and all..but he bugs me about things i don't want to be bugged about so maybe i should just tell him the truth....i guess...

Gah life sucks sometimes....but now that im thinking about it more...he keeps asking me for pics....pics i don't want to be taking....and no matter how many times i say no he keeps pushing for them...so maybe im doing the right thing....i just really hope im doing the right thing.....i just hope he'll still talk to me happen cuz he's cool. no matter how many time he says hes not like all the other guys. but no...he is just like most of the other guys out there...A horny b*****d...so maybe this is all okay........grr i hope so...