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Emotion?
Mood: Angry.
Music: None. sad
Wow, today I'm actually angry at a friend, be it my only friend here in NC. See, its not that she did something big and screamy, she just managed to piss me off in the teeny, tiny-est way possible. And I'm not one to piss off.
See, the thing is that she was initally mad at me. For what reason, I know not. I felt like I was living in all those jokes the comedians make about men not understanding when women are angry/upset. All I knew is that I was getting a mix of being blown off slash cold shoulder. The only reason I found this out was when I saw her in the art room and she looked upset, which isn't unusual for her. (There always seems to be something going amiss with her.) So understandably, I asked what was wrong. She said she was mad. At me, I ask, per usual. Now, generally the answer never is me but I was in for a surprise this time. Today it was me. I was literally taken aback.
Okay fine. Nothing big. In the rare occasions I do manage to piss off friend, its generally nothing big, and the flames of hate die within minutes of conversing. Not so here. I asked why she was mad and didn't recieve an answer. I let it rest still. When a mutal friend of ours asked why she was mad at me, she got a more lengthy responce. Something along the lines of:
'If I've explained it to you once and you don't get it, what makes you think you'll get it a fourth time?'
At this point I'm completely clueless because she hasn't explained it to us ONCE. Me and said mutual friend are confused as all hell and the cold shouldering continues. See, this is what had pissed me off. She didn't tell me what I'd done wrong and how it upset her. I don't like being hated unless there's reason behind it. A good reason, a valid reason. That is what pisses me off.
OH YES! (And this is an edit...) A small incident happened where I accidentally bumped the table with my foot while she was drawing. Again it was an accident but she gave me the look of death. I said sorry and went back to my work when under her breath I heard...
'I'm sure...'
Now just what the ******** is that supposed to mean? Sigh...
For right now, I'll let it go. Being my only friend, we hang out together a lot, so I guess we've been seeing too much of each other lately. Maybe a little downtime is in order. In all honesty, I've been growing a bit weary of her too. She's too pessimistic (SHOCK!), is a workaholic, and sometimes a bit egotistical. Yes, a break would be in order... if only we didn't have so many classes together...
Gonna just let it go,
NaHeil.
 NaHeil · Wed Oct 12, 2005 @ 02:36am · 0 Comments |
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