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oi....today has been confusing!
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how come all of the funny s**t happens when im away dog damnit!
((i say dog damn it because, no matter how severely i cuss, i still cant seem to shake the entirety of my bizzare christian upbringing))
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and now, to top it all off, i have no date for the homecomming dance!
*sniffle*
i would have taken riko, but i never would have made it that long....
*sigh*
and now that laurens got gibblets, theres noone really left for me to choose from to at least take with me other than manuel....but he wants sammi, so that would just make things weird.
but hey, seeing as how mark is getting lately, maybe ill just take him. i mean, the most D is gonna do is yell at him right....
*sigh once more*
now, down to the task at hand.
there are like 4 guys yet that i have to profile to maybe take/drag with me to the dance.
kyle-i dunno. hes not really my type ((meaning he creeps me out a little and is a chronic liar))
matt-....why did i even put him down here....?
parker-....uh.... no.
((id die at the dance. i really would. i cant take that f** for more than the lunch period anyways-no offense parker....f**!))
blaugh
manuel-hes a nice guy and i wouldnt say no if he asked me((as if)) but he wants sammi....so....yeah.
and then theres chris-the stupid skate headed idiot who will one day die from a hemmorage cause by a wheel bearing hitting him in the head. Why cant i get him out of my head?!?
hes obnoxious, rude, crude, and....hot.
crying
oi. hes a friend though, and i hate friend to boyfriend transactions.
id be too afraid that hed say no and then our friendship would be ruined.
wow, i just remembered. on that matchmaker quiz that everyone took last year, he was my number one with 81 percentile....most of the other number ones were like 40-60 percent.
i was his to. he got a 79 percent.
which leads me to believe that we would work well together, but, i dont think that it would....or rather.... could.
i dont even know if he thinks im attractive.
does anyone other than riko think that im attractive?!?
gonk
....*sniffle* its not my fault that im ((as sammi so bluntly puts it)) freakishly tall.
crying
im only 5'7....and 1/2.
i cant help it!
everyone in my family is nearly 6 feet tall!
my grandfathers ((both of them-5'11 and 6'2)), my grandmothers ((5'10 and 5'6)), my father ((6'5)) and then my poor little mom who tops out at 5'3 and 1/2.
all taller than most guys!!!!!
....its not my fault that they havent hit puberty yet....
but! on the bright side! chris is 5'10 or around there.... hes taller than me by like 2 inches.
oi....damn friend sacrificing cowardice!!!!!!!!!!!!
scream
why cant i just ask him!
am i really that pathetic!!!!!!
....no, im just afraid of losing him as a friend.
sad
i mean, after all, ive known him since 7th grade for christ sake!
and weve been decent enough friends since 8th grade.
why!
why must i even care!
oh i mourn for the days of middle school in my sixth grade year where i had no friends, beat the s**t out of people for fun, read alot, dressed like a hobo, and didnt really give a damn anyways!
Curse it all to the bloody bowels of hell!!!!
oh, quote of the day:
Falling in love is like an avalnche
where you have to run for your life.
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 redrum and wine · Wed Oct 05, 2005 @ 01:18am · 3 Comments |
