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Subconscious sacrifice.
Why do we hurt inside,
Why do I have to be the one,
Why does everybody else get what they want,
Why do I sacrifice,
All the things I truly need,
They never ask me to,
Then they never ask me why,
Why can't I hold onto,
All the feelings I never knew,
Why do I have to die inside,
To give others a great life,
Why do they feel the need to lean on me,
When I get something,
When I have a chance,
I give it to someone,
Who will throw it away,
I want it so much,
I watch them destroy it,
I cry as they act like they didn't do it,
I know they will,
I know my tears will burn,
So why do I still give up everything,
To help someone like them?
~Poet of the Internal Chains~
no matter what it is, money, material items, feelings, grades or even a guy i care about;
i still end up letting everyone else have the things i want.
whether or not it makes me miserable.
to any of you girls i sacrificed a great guy to, ******** YOU.
he was always destroyed because your so ******** stupid.
someone so special thrown away like a banana peel because you already got what you wanted out of them.
I only gave them to you because it made you happy.
when i thought maybe the feelings were real.
if i threw my chance at true love in your direction it might make things better in your lives.
it was BULLSHIT.
 ~flaming aqua tears~ · Mon Oct 27, 2008 @ 05:08am · 0 Comments |
