I'm not feeling so hot. I have so many doubts. I've never had much self confidence, but I don't think I'm at an all time high right now.
So I've been all giddy over this Nelson boy, but the thing is, we're not even together. The truth is he has a girlfriend. She really doesn't seem like a nice girl, but still, I wouldn't want someone to do that to me. I feel like such a douche. We've only gone out a couple times and I've already been all over him... I don't want to just throw myself at him like I've been trying. I should try and wait and see if he'll be okay with that. He doesn't seem all that... um, not to say that he'd cheat on me, but he's rather premiscuous and I'm a jealous asshat. He is friends with many beautiful girls... ugh.
I just wish I could be with him again and forget about all this for a few hours. I'm being such a damn douche bag.
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I'm a c**k Sock [female].
Please, call me Twinkie.

The Devil wants to ******** me in the back of his car.
L19 | T12 | B6 | P3
Words of the Wise: Puchuuu!!!
Please, call me Twinkie.

The Devil wants to ******** me in the back of his car.
L19 | T12 | B6 | P3
Words of the Wise: Puchuuu!!!
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You'll see him sunday, and if this stuff bothers you so much, talk to him about it.