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I hate people.
Well, not all people.
I have some friends, and even though they are acquaintances, I can sense them being above that friend level. This is at my new school, though. You know, the one where stereotypical people aren't? Where they don't judge you superficially?
Just, I have some questions for you.
Have you ever had a friend that doesn't really care?
But lies about caring?
And plays the victim to gain sympathy?
I knew those two were so similar.
That's why they didn't work out.
D-U-H.
And after months of playing the victim,
they realize they aren't getting their way,
so they lie about things to avoid you,
always complaining about how YOU don't put time aside for them,
when they really don't care in the first place.
And when you actually have a life,
and school is taking up everything,
they get pissed off at you for excelling,
god forbid they don't have classes that will prepare them for the future.
I realized that what my english teacher was teaching me?
Didn't do anything.
That's why my grades are lower than average right now.
And then when they get a life,
they won't call you anymore,
and when you mention it,
they get offended,
like they have a life now,
so they're important.
BACK TO THEM BEING IMPORTANT AGAIN!
Or.
Maybe they don't have a life.
Maybe they're just back to their routine,
but how would I know?
I have a life, remember?

How much you wanna bet I'll be getting a phone call in a month.
I wouldn't doubt it.
Wouldn't put my trust into it, either.

Oh.
P.S. I want my book back.