its truly amazing! so this is what fresh air feels like again! i havent been out in so long!!!!!!! truly, now im at one. ive finally broken out of the infernal chains that have held me captive this past fortnight. its amazing! ive missed so much! well, i know what brittanys been up to, but who the hell is brad was my major question. i had to go back and read all of fatal's posts to figure that one out. haha! im in an artsy mood! im drawing now! ((well, doodling more like)) i swear if shed ever get off of her lazy a** and buy a scanner, we could do avi art. so, riko asked brittany out for this weekend, which neither of them have any clue where they want to go. britt wants to go downtown, but cant unless she has her mom take her, which would mean also having to tell her mom shes dating a guy, or having richards mom take them, which would mean having to meet the parents. ugh. his first idea was to have them go to his house, but honestly, how can you have fun at the damn house? and, once again, all of her friends have bailed on their weekend plans, so she has no choice this weekend to tell her mom that shes dating a guy, which is going to be funny as hell. unless she dumps the whole responsiblity on Skye, then itll be even funnier. you know, i could ruin the whole plan and go on the date with "riko" i mean its not like skye has any say. she hasnt even come out since the dance and hasnt spent any time with riko since. brittany's taken over completly, which is quite bitchy of her, but also funny. now she just sits and sulks. you know, i almost feel sorry for her....almost. ((skye i mean)) twisted you see, if britt hadnt started the whole power war in the first place, and just let me continue being the dominant one, none of this would have happened. but nooooo! we wanted to be nice to people! stare damnable idiot. but it still isnt as bad as when she tried to get rid of me. that got kind of gruesome. *sigh* ive decided to take the whole matt thing into my own damn hands and tell him to back the ******** off or else. 'cause were all getting tired of it. speaking of tired, this body is so over worn. i dont see how she stays alive! she goes for days without eating, then takes out the school lunches like theres no tomorrow, stays up all night pacing, goes out every evening and jogs, does her homework, bites her nails, and only gets 2 hours or less sleep a night! shes going to destroy this body! and im not too fond of that seeing as how were all forced to share it. then she tries to run on pure sugar! sugar i tell you! argh!!!!!!! what is wrong with her!?! the only thing she hasnt gotten into a bad habit with is drugs! she drinks, she smokes when shes stressed, she plays knife games, and then she says im the demented one! my good name is being slaughtered! then she had to go all ape s**t when i tried to quit the lacrosse team. why does she even like that sport!?! the coach is a b***h, her team mates are dumbasses, and its not even a real sport! a real sport is soccer or boxing! my god! shes screwing us all up to bloody hell! why may you ask. well i personally think that she does it just to piss me off! i mean look what shes going to college for! i want to be a criminal profiler or forensics specialist, but to hell with that whole idea! im stuck with going 4.7 thousand miles away to bloody africa! stressed *sigh* oh well, i guess im going to try to fix this conundrum that she seems to have gotten herself into and fight to stay out for awhile longer. good night all.
redrum and wine · Thu Sep 22, 2005 @ 11:43pm · 1 Comments |