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well today (9/19) was not wonderful but it wasn't bad
it just proved that no matter how good or bad my day is
it will/can always get worse or have something that will haunt me for a while

ok the situation started when our bus was late but we got a late bus pass so that was cool but my teacher was in the back
(I have photography first period on A day) so she didn't know I was late
anyways from there the day went normal, I hated all the slutty preps and things were ok here and there
by lunch the day was going pretty well until the beginning of lunch
ok here's the thing you can decide to be outside during lunch and decide if you want to eat at all
so on A days my friend (corey) and I meet in this one spot but he usually needs to go to the bathroom so I kinda forced him today b/c he wasn't sure if he needed to-bad idea. well I haven't mentioned this but since I'm an oreo I have a problem with discrimination from my own race so yea and since they live to hurt ppls feelings, that doesn't help me. ok so while I was standing outside by myself (I'm about to tell you guys something I've never said before or better yet you can ask me yourself if you want to kno wat it is b/c if I said it on here some of you would stop being my friends especially the guys) anyways two gangster girls past and knew I could hear them (hence loves to hurt ppl) they said (hold on, to gangsters b***h means girl and the "n" word means guy basically) they said "look at that b***h. *** a**..." and something about me hiding from everyone else b/c of where I was standing and stuff so yea. then after that I was forcing depressing thoughts into my head and tried to cry b/c I never get a chance to cry and I need to cry all the time but I never can so yea. then last period we had the oh so joyful pep-rally and the best part is at the end, the other grades chanted "go home freshmans!" I was temped to join in but anyways the only good part of that was I got to chill with my friends. the last thing is we had a sub on the bus and one of the girls from my stop decided to take her into our neighborhood since the next stop is in another part of our neighborhood so I got to get of almost right in front of my house so that was pretty cool.

I kno I'm just going on but I need to get it out of my system
srry to those of you that I'm wasting your oh so precious time
please I'll pray your life wont be ruined by it. xp
ttyl bye.