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every 4th week of school weird things happen. See last year at the beginning of school I had suicidal thoughts and I was almost suicidal plus I blamed my father for how messed up my life was (and it was his fault). Anyways this guy on my bus said something very harsh and painful to me but for some reason it made me stop having these horribly negative thoughts, weird right? If you wanna know wat he said, just comment saying you want to know. And my friend tyree had the same effect but he didn't say anything freakishly hurtfull (he did the opposite) because since school started I've been hating everyone and everything around me there but when tyree said wat he said everything seemed to get better and better. I think I'm jinxing myself right now, crossed-fingers that I'm not, anywhom both incidents are similar in another way then ending my depression........do you wanna know wat it is? Are you sure? Ok ok both situations made me cry, so that's the cure for suffering-CRYING. Weird.....(in deep thought)

Anyways ttyl, bye.