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Ugh.. Do the people on here not realize that you can check their every post on here? I never intended it to see if I'm being stabbed in the back, that was an accident.. I only checked to find a link I'd needed, or to see if they'd replied to me.... N I've no hardly done that to anyone, especially now.. But then, I'm a coward. I probably don't wanna know what they do behind my back sometimes. Because I know I'll never confront them about it, n I'll continue life as ******** usual, n I'll love you anyways....

I'm so sick of being used.. I'm so ******** tired of it... Why do you do it to me? What did I ever do to you to deserve it? What, care? I didn't know caring was against the rules, sorry..

If anyone has any enlightenment on this, any idea why they do it [or, hell, if you do it], please, do inform me. I'm sick at the moment anyhow, highly doubt you'll make me feel bad.. stare

Well, I'm returning to the couch to sleep.. Night.... Sleep well, n sweet dreams all