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Not Perfect
I'm a very independent girl,
and sometimes people think I'm weird because of it.
But that doesn't bother me.
Just because I'm not afraid to stand up for what I believe in,
even when everyone else is sitting down,
that's no reason to follow the crowd.
Because maybe, just maybe,
I'll make someone's life better
because I wasn't afraid.

My brain surprises even me sometimes.

I know I'm not easy to understand
I know I keep a lot inside,
& i know I’m not the easiest person to read
but thats okay, you know
cause even though theres a lot about me
you’ll never know,
theres a hell a lot more of me
you can learn to love.

I make mistakes.
I have regrets. I hate being alone.
I can't go a day without spilling something on myself.
I never call anyone back.
I don't like being wrong.
I'm a huge procrastinator.
I hate being ignored.
I'm shy.
I can't start a conversation with anyone.
I have enemies.
I have horrible balance.
I laugh way to loud.
I can't look anyone in the eye.
many things just seem to get to me...
I guess what i'm trying to say is I'm not perfect.