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So, YAY someone found Flower,all happy with that cos I loves her so much <33

And.. omg.
I am all ******** up.
I dont know what went through me I dunno, I guess it's his cheating on others.. and being all online and quite a secretive person.
I went through his phone.. A CHICK SAYING "ILY XXX" AND CALLING HIM BABE... I flipped I took her number and apparently she was told he was single.. nice eh?

Well after talking to her a little I confronted him. He swears nothing is happening.. and denies what she said..

I dunno. I want to believe him. I really do. But after everything the last 5months? I don't know.. I mean. He hasnt got my number saved. He still has his exs after telling me he didn't?


Slowly,as much as I hate to think it cos I love him, and want to spend my life with him. I think we might be better breaking up.
EVERYwhere I go. She is ******** there.
Internet.
His house.
My mind.
When I'm with him, to know he had her.