let me see...today i went to the dmv. first of all let me say that i was pretty confident about this test. everyone was telling me that it was so easy, right? well i read the stupid book. but i didnt study it. i dont have very much commen sense. im the fist one to admit that...so in short..i failed the test. im going to go back on saturday to take it agian...::sigh::
i felt so stupid after i left that place! how can i fail that damn test? then my dad (who took me there) said, "im very disappointed in you" like i need to feel worse? thanks dad! then i didnt feel like going home so i told him to drop me off at work. my mom called me a few minutes later. she told me that i would take it agian and i would be ok...ect ect. so i felt a little better..not much..but a little. then a while later my brother called me. he said, "you failed?..why?" he was all yelling at me and made me feel bad. so i hung up on him. after a while i had a bunch of kids at work and i called my mom. i was going to ask her to bring me my hw. she had already left to monday night football (my parents' weekly ritual). she told me to call adrian (my brother) to bring it to me. i said no b/c he is mad at me (i knew he would be b/c i hung up on him) she said "yea b/c you were mean to him on the phone" WTF!? i was not mean to him he was being a b*****d to me. grr...my brother pisses me off.
so enought about that....school kinda sucks. i really dont have very much fun there. the only class i like is study hall. only b/c mel and rand are there to make me forget all the other s**t that makes me stressed. i really hate all my other classes....i wish it would all just go away. go away forever. but wishing doesnt do s**t. i know that better than anyone.
"...you can kill yourself now because your dead in my mind..."
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