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Again! She's gone again! Why the ******** doesn't she realize that this doesn't help ANYTHING? Does she think she's making a ******** statement or something? Goddess! If she truly had a mind of her age, then she wouldn't act like a ******** 10-year-old! "I have the mind of an 18-year-old" my a**! ******** WHORE. ******** b***h. JUST ******** CLIMB ONTO EVERY MAN YOU SEE, WENCH. WHORE. b***h. a**. It's YOU who's tearing this family apart! And it's YOU who doesn't give a ******** about it! ******** YOU b***h. F-U-C-K-Y-O-U. JUST GO DIE IN A DITCH YOU SEX-TOY. b***h. DIE. DIE. DIE. DIE. DIE. ******** DIE. I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. I NEVER, EVER WANT TO BE NEAR YOU. DIE. Slit your throat because YOU DESERVE IT. NOT EVERYTHING HAS TO BE YOUR WAY. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST RESPECT SIMPLE RULES? WHY MUST YOU TEST EVERYTHING TO ITS LIMITS AND BEYOND. I HATE YOU. I WANT TO SEE YOU DEAD. DIE ******** b***h. JUST. GO. DIE.

What happened to you? Why the hell did you get like this? Why do you have to tear me limb from limb, scratching out my heart with those dirty nails? I used to respect you... I used to love you as my sister and best friend! But now? There's nothing. You cause all the problems. You cause all the stress. You cause all the hate. YOU CAUSE EVERYTHING THAT'S WRONG IN MY LIFE. YOU MAKE ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF TO MAKE IT ALL GO AWAY. Your lack of respect for ANYTHING in society is DESTROYING our family! I hate you! Just GO AWAY. LIVE ON THE STREETS WITH YOUR MAN-WHORE OF A BOYFRIEND. GODDESS KNOWS THAT"S ALL YOU CARE ABOUT THESE DAYS. ******** HIM.

Pain and pain only equal more pain.. Why won't it all go away?