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im sure this is obveous to you...

ive been with Katherine Joan Halsy for almost two years...

i loved her... i loved her more than anyone ive ever met or felt for...

we broke up....

she said... "i never want to talk to you again"

she wont ever see me again....

my heart is broken...

i cant stop crying its actualy over..inever thought id lose her...

i lost her at 2 45 am... on september 4th.. of 2005

i gave up so much for her... she never knew about... cause she was never there to know...

now ive lost everything...

ive never hurt so bad in my life... i wana die... i really really wanna die...

i thouht if i lost her we might be friends after...
but no...
she never wants to talk to me again...
i hurt her..
i tryed soo ******** HARD not to hurt her...
i cryed for nights on end to aviode causeing her pain
and she left me in such a way as to brake my heart in a thousand pices...
and NO ONE is here to comfort me...

i lost two people in one day... at least one of them still loves me as a friend...
i feel so lost...just sombody please tell me its ok... tell me im not alone... please.