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-rips hair out- oh this is killing me! ><; everytime iget off at 5 he always seems to get on after, but how? crying he sent me a pm, he asked me to stop gettting up at 6am, i would gladly do that for him, but i can't.i'v tryed....i can't eat, can't sleep i day dream...but are they day dreams our ilisions?-rubs the side of her eyebrows shutting eyes- oh....maybe i ijust miss him to much. thats not a bad thing, cos i know i miss him.i don't know what to do, i tryed not to wake up at 6am today and awoke at 5!oh this worlds going agenst me, CUSE THEE WORLD.....AND THAT OECAN ><!!!!!!!!.......am i going agenst i-i mean me i mean what? yeah me? scratch that:
am i going agenst me? i prolly sound like the crazy person no this sad earth -sighs and laughs- maybe if i melted half of anti,..nah that woldn't work.......-reads over this entry- god i am going crazy....-plops down on bed- wheres my Johnny when i need him most?.... heart crying heart -cuddles a plushey- he doesn't even have to know, he always makes it better. heart