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August 31, 2005
Still haven't decided. Time is running out but knowing me I'll never decide. Now I actually feel guilty or selfish about thinking of not going to the vet assistant school because of the money thing, instead of helping animals. And knowing I'd feel even worse if I messed up in college again. And no word yet if the tests are even going to be rescheduled... That may end up deciding it for me anyway. I wish I didn't have to be in a hurry to decide these things. And I can't believe you think I'm smart Chris. Well that makes one person. Kaz got mad at me today because I couldn't find something on a website. I told him Gaia was making my computer blue screen and I had to restart, and he said I had spyware. And then later Gaia stopped working, and he said I definately had it so I asked him for the site for the Adaware thing and he gave it to me, and they have it so that the stuff on the main page has prices on it where you buy it, even though they have it for free. So because I'm unfamilar with the site, I ask him where the free stuff is and he starts complaining. He told me where it was, but was insulting me and saying how stupid and lazy I was for not being able to find it. And he wouldn't drop it either he just kept on saying mean things. I really didn't think it would be a big deal if I asked him where the thing was since I knew he knew where it was and could tell me quickly. If I had known he would act like that I wouldn't have asked and would have looked harder. I just didn't realize it would be a big deal with him. Other than that, I did not do much today. This guy from VA sent me a site for a game called Maple Story so I played that some. It's cute. I've been trying to convince Kaz to play it but without much luck. It's impossible to get Kaz to do anything anymore. And Greg has gotten annoying. He's obssessed with me being on Gaia. He thinks I'm on it too much or something. He complains or something that I'm always on it. Because he always asks me if I'm on it and I say yes. But I explained to him today that if I'm online, chances are I'm on Gaia too because if I'm online I might as well be earning gold, right? It makes sense. It's not like Gaia is the absolute only thing I am doing. Sometimes it is, sometimes it isn't. Sometimes I'm doing something else and then going and bumping once in a while. I dunno why he cares. Well I feel bad for Josh now. I don't think he's doing that great there after all. He may already have a girlfriend, but apparently she's already mad at him. I know this just by reading his away messages. I haven't actually talked to him, he never IMs me... Gee not much different than when he was my boyfriend. Knowing that I shouldn't be surprised she's mad at him. Back when we broke up I got worried that he might be upset or something but he didn't seem to take it too bad. He seems upset about this one though.
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