This will be my last journal, I don't want this anymore
My dreams have come crashing down on me. The person that matter most in my life has vanished and for good. She was killed this morning in a car accident. The pain that I feel right now is unbearable and it's killing me inside, I have lost so much so far, I wonder what's next? NOTHING COMES TO MIND EXCEPT HER and I don't know what to do. She was my present, and was going to be my future, we even planned to get married. But now, it's gone, there is hole inside that I can't stand, Writing this is not really helping, I just feel awful. But I know that there was for a reason, but what reason? WHAT? I WANT HER WITH ME .Sorry but this is my way to let go.
In memory of Cathy Miller the greatest person I have ever known, and the one I have loved the most.
From the bottom of my heart I loved you, always knowing what a great person you were. Now that I don't have you I keep thinking about those things, but know there is a pain inside me that is burning me. I can't explain more than that because frankly I can't, I just know that I will love you forever and that one day I will meet you again. It's really hard, and I don't know how I'm going to get on with my life, but I know that's what you would've wanted me to do, and so I will. I know that I will not find someone that matches me so perfectly like you did, but that's what will make you really special in my heart, and will give you a place in it for eternity.
I LOVE YOU CATHY MILLER AND I WILL, ALWAYS.
Darth Zark Community Member 
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