The pain of losing him has made me numb.
Or maybe it was the alcohol?
Eitherway. I've given up. I want him so badly.
But he's happy now. He has Sarah.
I think I'm okay..
He keeps talking about us. What we had. Things that'd stop us working out.
I don't at all see why. I'm not allowed to mention us.
Besides, he moved on didn't he? He tells her he loves her.
She'll be down next week. They'll bond more.
Who cares anymore? I'll love myself. And my ferrets only.
We're the only ones worth it afterall. We cannot hurt me.
Or maybe it was the alcohol?
Eitherway. I've given up. I want him so badly.
But he's happy now. He has Sarah.
I think I'm okay..
He keeps talking about us. What we had. Things that'd stop us working out.
I don't at all see why. I'm not allowed to mention us.
Besides, he moved on didn't he? He tells her he loves her.
She'll be down next week. They'll bond more.
Who cares anymore? I'll love myself. And my ferrets only.
We're the only ones worth it afterall. We cannot hurt me.
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