Is it just me, or do I have one hell of a time with guys? I can't seem to get the right ones to like me. I can't get ANY to like me. My constant search for Mr. Perfect isn't going well at all. Yes, I am lonely, lonely with a capital "L" which could stand for "Loser." Whatever the reason, I seem to have nothing that makes me different, aside from being a b***h, loser, lier, idiot, immature, and just plain crazy. It's times like this that I feel hopeless.
Aside from the self-bashing, life is good. Tasha and I got back from our trip, it was so good to see my dad. I love him and miss him a lot, but I made a decision that has made me happy for the most part, I wouldn't have much of a future with my dad, and yet, I could have. He might not have been able to give me the resources that I needed, but this is the first time I wonder if it was the right decision.
We just got back from watching "40 year old virgin"- it was actually pretty good. I liked it.
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