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i went to my aunts house today
but they were a little irrated at me
i was just a grump and layed around
i ate well
but i feel fat
Brittney is mad at me as well
but i cant help it
i just cant be mad at Him
ooh well
i still cant sleep
its horrible
the nightmares....
but the nightmares arent the worse ones
its the ones when i see us
before we broke up
and i replay the memories
its unbearable
i feel sick again
i think im going to just lay down
i will try to sleep
i am hoping sheer exaustion will make me sleep