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Well its almost offical
my parents are probably going to court
my dad doesnt think he should have to pay for my older sisters child support
and my mom says he should
after they got down yelling at each other my dad stormed out'he didnt evn say
"bye anna, i love you, call me if you need anything"
like he always does
i dont know
they are dragging me into all of it and trying to make me choose sides
and i just dont know what to do
i feel more alone than ever
the whole in my heart is unbearable
i just wish i had someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok
and while i feel like this
i sit there and smile and help my friends
and my sister...
she isnt my sister anymore
the Sara that i adored and wanted to be like when i grew up
she is so different
i just dont have anyone to talk to
no one wants to listen
 Retroactive N e r d · Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 01:39am · 1 Comments |
