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was worse than yesterday
i just layed there in bed
i couldnt eat
even though i felt hungry
the thought of food made me wanna get sick
i didnt sleep last night
the nightmares are back
i didnt know i could feel anything...this....horrible
the pain in my chest....its so bad i cant breathe
im just praying that is will stop soon
but i doubt it will
its worse than with Andy
and i still feel that pain
but it died down to a bearable level
but that was when i was with Him
the house is really cold. it ways it over 80 in here...
but it feels 70ish
i cant stop shaking....
i would like to proudly say that i have not cried once today
not once
and people thought i couldnt bottle emotions up
ha!
i showed you!
anyways i have to write a thank-you letter to Don
for Missouri
so...i will talk to you guys later
and if your reading this...
thank you....just thank you for caring about how im doing....
[[yourheartbrokenfriend]]Anna