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From the Desk of Zexion:
An update on my life since my last serious post...
Okay guys.
I started this, and gods help me i will finish.
I realize that many people care about me, but i have this strange feeling that past all the casualties and laughing...that i don't have many REAL friends.
Friends that would stop me from doing what i think about doing every now and then and really mean it. Whats odd, is there are people that i can meet and two seconds later feel that trust in people, and then when the need arises, they skip the crap, and show their true selves for the scumbags they are.

Makes me feel really special, you know?

Then there are others. The people who really care for me. The people that if i was to hold a gun to my head and dare to shoot, they would either pull out their own and shoot my hand to get the gun away, or do SOMETHING to get me to quit being such a ******** DUMBASS.
Yeah, i know alot of you are going to message me about this later asking if this really happened, and no, it didn't. But the situation was still the same. I was endangering my life for some STUPID reason, and was brought to my senses by someone that i had known for all of MAYBE 3 minutes.

I know that i can be slightly over bearing at times, and at others a pain in the a**. But that doesn't stop me from acting the way i am.

I hope everyone that reads this takes a good hard look at themselves, and thinks. "Would i do that if one of my freinds did that. Would i REALLY risk my own life to save theirs?"

REALLY THINK, GUYS.

this brings me onto another topic.

WHAT THE ******** IS WITH EVERYONE AND ASKING ME IF I'M OKAY?
seriously guys. if i wasn't okay, you would see me on the 11 oclock news with a fire burning behind me getting shoved either into an ambulance or a police car. possibly both.

And in addition to that. I can handle being called a dyke and s**t because i love another girl. WHAT I CAN'T HANDLE, IS WHEN THEY CALL HER A DYKE OF f** OR SOME OTHER s**t.

Let me tell you one thing.


I AM IN LOVE WITH A GIRL, AND I DON'T GIVE A FLYING RATS a** WHAT YOU CALL ME. KEEP BRITTANY OUT OF YOUR HOMOPHOBIC BASHING. OR I WILL KILL YOU. PAINFULLY.

i am really serious about this. i have some pics of me and her on my DA, and i keep getting notes about how lesbians or bis or any other form of gay person should and are going to hell because the bible says that gay people aren't supposed to be gay.

i say ******** YOU, YOU LITTLE BITCHES.

Gay people have every right to heaven as straight people do.
and if you say "well, it isn't right for you guys to be together because you can't get married and have babies."
First off. San Fransisco just passed a gay marriage thingy.
Second. The last thing the world needs is more people.
Third. Gay relationships last longer than straight ones, if you haven't noticed. you know why? BECAUSE WE LIKE THE SAME THING. WE KNOW WHEN TO DO STUFF AND HOW AND WHEN TO SAY STUFF AND HOW TO INTERPRET THE OTHERS FEELINGS. BECAUSE WE UNDERSTAND.[/rant]

theres my little rant and s**t about how society is messed up.

things need to change drastically. and they are. but slowly. those of you who aren't going with the flow? Get ready. cause i tidal wave is about to hit. and if you aren't ready, then you'll just drown in realization that we have been right all along.

goodbye.

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Be a friend. If someone you love comes out, be there for them. It takes a lot of gut to step out of your safety zone.





 
 
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