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i like to talk about my depression and things of the sort. I hate life, and i need sumthin like this so i can talk to some type of thing. I 'm just blathering, i don't even know wut i'm talkin about...^ - ^()
New Poem
Alas! I have a splitting headache that not even the gods could cure xp . I wrote this poem some time ago. Can't remember honestly. But it was around, was it last month? Anyway, here it is:

The Burden
Do I really need to take this?
All of the different types of abuse?
Coming to my throat with your hands,
Coming to my face with your fist,
Coming at my neck with your comments
that cut like knives?
Your actions that take away all of my sanity...
and replace it with insanity.
Putting me out of my mind that was right
and forcing me into a place that is not of my own.
Whirling me in a frenzy
of hatred and depression;
pulling me away from everything and everyone
that I once knew and loved?
If you didn't want me here,
you could've told me
instead of making me deal with this.
I would've never shown up.
I didn't wish to be a burden.
I never asked to be born in the first place...






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Destroyer Dragon
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commentCommented on: Sat Aug 20, 2005 @ 12:31am
OH NO NO!....oh don't be so sad... oh Animegurl... oh it hurts me to see this it dose...*Huggles you tight and kisses you*


commentCommented on: Sat Aug 20, 2005 @ 12:44am
-huggles back- I'm sorry that I hurt you Des. But it's how I feel, no matter how hard I try to deny the feeling. My "parents" bring it back to me and I can't escape it. I wish they would just say that they hate me! crying



animeangel112613
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azurephilly
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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 26, 2005 @ 12:56am
Enough!!!!!!!!!!*Knocks out parents and locks them in closet.*Problem solved *Sits in chair across from Animegurl and Destroyer Dragon*


commentCommented on: Sat Oct 08, 2005 @ 11:56pm
::kills your parents.:: you don't need them! Just let them hurt you then leave. I did that once. Then I got grounded. But oh well.



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Destroyer Dragon
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commentCommented on: Wed Nov 09, 2005 @ 12:29am
*lets go of animegurl* 1 second* closes door to parent's room and next thing you hear* OMFG!!!! NO MORE!!!! AHHHH*You hear more screams as blood come from under the door. Then you hear the window break and 2 thumps. Me scream* that's right!!! you hurt her again and worse things will happen* comes out and snuiggles with Animegurl. heart * Love you!


commentCommented on: Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 02:06am
*giggles* I love you too sweatdrop heart 3nodding 4laugh *snuggles*



animeangel112613
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