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journal contains three days ...wednesday, thursday, and today's typing journal stuff >,> so u can skip parts, or read none of it at all ^^

Monday, November 01, 2004

::my weekend::;
Current mood: calm

i thiknk i already talkied about my friday..well, saturday was.. >,> 'ok'.... i wasnt able to go to logan's party cuz mom wouldnt lemme and i felt heka bad cuz i said i wuz guna attend to him earlier. i called ace to ask how it wuz but he didn't go either <,< lol. he was at red lobster w/ hiz famly >,>. lol.

sunday..ONE HOUR BACK FO0!!! lol. MORE SLEEP...lol. i went to [2]jan's house cuz mom'z kook/2nd caretaker there for sundays...just to help their family at the carehome. so, i wuz stuck in der room playin gunbound/relaxin-sleepin. during night, we went trick-o-treating...err..i was still as a cow. >,> got more props/'moos' for that one. <,< lol

anything else? i just had a quiz 2day...english, didnt do ma vocab..and we could use it and other old ones for the test >,> i wuz like "WTH"...lol. i have a C+ in derr..LOL. i didnt turn in notebook [100 pts], flag thing [40pts], and other classwork [bout 30pts combined], and i still have an effin c+..loLZ. X3 so so so..yeah!...i'm turn in dat isht maybe end of da week >,> if i actually do it.

BVLA FINALS ON FRIDAY...so it's easy week for practice >,> i didnt go on saturday at 9am, cuz i totally freakin forgot and, yeah! lol.

uh...me in desktop publishing...mrs. frasier aint here, a sub, so i might as well long into myspace & xanga [cant on gaia, considered game ofcourse and blocked >,>]...so i can blog. lol

nothing much to say left..must finish math test and copy work next period.
iono where ate[eh] cesel is...i ssaw her blog..made it freshly like ...20min ago, so i propz it..yo. lol.

BYE!

Wednesday, November 03, 2004
interesting blah~~~

http://noise.vis.ne.jp/comic/

nice webiste w/ manga someone drew ^w^

what plans do i have for after friday? PARTY. LOL. ~.~; i wish anyway >,> bleh blah buwahha.llol.

gunbound...and gaia..that's it. <,< >.< >,>

sad eh? i wana jus err...improve my drawing...and go to track conditioning...maybe run a bit... xD yeah..right. xD

drawing--singing~the arts..i wana improve there. <.< and if i save, i can get my gym membership >,> it'll probaly take me all of christamas and b-day money..or at least half of it..and i'll like <,< get membership in summer, since i have nothing to do, and only time when i actually have time >,>

la la la,,sub in desktop publishing again. ate[h] cesel back. um...p.e...nothing to do. i have my summaries that i hopefully can make right now.. >,> that i'll TRY to turn in tomorrow <,< lol. maybe i'll ATTEMPT to do them right now. >,> heh heh. X3

what else? geometry..i just need to copy some assignments. >,>

and uh...test, i need to ask people to help me/ tell me what we've learned. xD

race on friday, final race for JV/others >,> la la la. I WANT RACING FLATS. if anyone can gimme bout $50 to buy them for the race, thene.. ^w^ YAY! LOL...

i'll TRY to geet them before then...but i doubt i will. these shoes are too heavy to run in <,< flats are lighter and blah. and i can also use 'em for track this spring <.> SO HELP ME.lol

~~~~

i've been waiting,

i've been praying,

for something to happen just for me.

i don't know what it is,

but i hope it comes soon.

my heart is racing fast,

waiting for that day..

so every night, i pray, pray pray..

>,>

~~~~~

useless poem. *runs to post it in myspace*~~which i just did right now >,>

Thursday, November 4, 2004 blog

can u tell me her name?
can u tell me his name?
does he even realize i am here
where is she, where is she, where is the beutiful girl
where is he, where is he, where is the beutiful guy
who's gonna take me so high

.....i want that song so badly..just like "my boo"...xD
LOL..la la la...lal al al

i heard dis song during vacation..i just stopped... and listened to it. i was so happy...>,>

lol. i never had that "boo" and heh. lol. i love the song above [well, parts i able to type], cuz it describes ma wait..kinda. xD most juniors are hooken up w/ the sophmores. but then, when people grow up, they discover people around 4 years younger. >,> do i wait that long? <,< what's the point of waiting? >.< lal a. if all else fails...i want a family, no matter if i only have adopted kids. ^^ i'll still do that to. when i turn 21...if i haven't found anybody, then, i shall adopt. >,> i mean...waiting isn't like....bleh. lol. i can look around all i want when i'm 19 & 20, but my life is limited to the time when i was born. i wont die 120 years old like the kids born this year. so, i want to at least improve the life of a child. ^^ and that's as close to love as i need to be. a guy and a girl, same age...which i fear will fall in love w/ each other...LOL. yeah right, i aint getting no soap opera. la la la. LOl.

tipsy's on. X3 nothin much on radio. la la la. i should be doing my english hw..but bleh. LOl. it'll take me like an hour. >,> lar.

m.....tomorrow's b-day's is Logan's...turning the big/old 1-5....fifteen. la la la.
i'll do that after christina... =-------> like 3 days after? I FORGOT >,>
la la la.

life...iono. right now, my objective is to finish cross country w/ a great race on friday. ^^ thenn, i can go back to questioning life. it's like, everyday i want to challenge myself... to "live", and not sit here to think about it. too many humans are busy trying to stay alive rather than enjoy it while each day passes. when do they get to enjoy their life? some dont, and they die trying to help their own family. some people bring it on themselves by having so many births.

hmmmmm....*ponders* i think i could right a twisted story kinda like tha manga "Marmalade Boy". like...where there's a family, one guy and girl...one couple going out but refusing to get married for many years ....hm. i want the guy and girl [so called sister and brother] to get married. >,> but, one or both aren't related to each other. >,> the guy could be the first born and they adopted the sister. or...vise versa. or both were adopted. yet, they have these secret feelings for each other. >,> LOl. that sounds special. ^^ i like twisted stories that come that way. ANYWAY. it should be kinda odvious that they like each other, and i need ideas for complications on their way. kinda like marmalade boy...with a uh.....childhood "awwww" beginning like the mange 'love hina' that's secret....LOL. <,> i think i need to start now. xD it's going to pre-occupy me. OH, i need to write my "life story"...haha. i think i'm still too young to do that. i'll wait till like senior year when everything feels right and i'm not biased against my own memories and how they played out. >,>

GEORGE BUSH WON. from what i know. >,> i was for Kerry, but of course, i know nothing of politics...and go with the person that sells himself to others <,<;; lol. Mr. Rosette said he's s**t and stuff...HAHA. he pulled the troops outta Vietnam, even though there were P.O.D's left. >,> and during Desktop Publishing, I got so interesting in the board thing at netcape...so many people's opinions.

one said that america's republican party [or some whatever party> are mostly pro-traditional pro-something else [like marriage and non abortion] stuff, so they went with bush.

[it was a "why kerry lost" place..xD"]
another was um.....bush was too open, he was for something, then not.
someone countered that with the fact of change in society or something.
uhmmm.....
someone pushed a lil too much of the bible in their post >,>
<,< people sometimes arent open minded about others that they respect..but are on the other side of their so called 'correct' opinions like abortion >,>

uhm. of course, i'm in the middle...but from the last debate on tv made me go for kerry. >,> he mentioned that $0.26 more that men make more than women. mentioned that he's for other people's opinions about gay marriage. <,< something like that. and for abortion....blah blah. it seems as he listens to others >,> and uh...hmmm...uhmmmm....hmm......I FORGOT. lol. so yeah, he was open to other people's views, blah la la la. >,> of course, each other threw 'blows' of mishap from the mislead answers of one not doing something [as the other said], but they actually did.

i liked the person who said "religion does not belong in politics" or something like that. to me, religion may influence one's judgement, but you must be open to others...la la la...which Bush was against abortion...and uh, gay marriage. he could at least suggest a type of 'union' between both gay parties wishing for one <,< since marriage is a 'union' between a man and a woman.. doesnt mean that u can't make some fancy greek word to mean a marriage between two men lol..
for abortion...well...it's the woman's choice honestly. she may be forced/tortured/persuaded to do as told, but it is ultimatelly her choice unless death comes her way first >,> <,<
uhmm..yeah. as for, i heard stuff that uh....came up. that Bush wishes for drinking law to GO DOWN TO.. sixteen .. >,> uhm....NO. i would say at least 19 or 20. because, 16....NOT IN HIGHSHOOL...shiz...[if of course this is true, which facts do not back up this issue from my knowledge that is]...it'll ultimately increase drinking over minorities, provide more alchohol to the minorities...including increasing deaths of drinking & driving, internal stomache problems, >,> yeah, i'm trying to sound like a politician, but i need a synonym dictionary...LOL. yeah, more deaths, more people are able to get it, more mischief...basically all i'ma sayin..yo. lol

someone was born november 1, 2004 11:39pm...i think...lol...details when it's appropriate.

uhm....la la la. what else? i'm sleepy. LOL. and if i fall asleep, my grade won't slip much..only like to a "C" in english. but i could get at least a "B-" if i do my work. i could do like part of it and MAYBE i could raise it.
oh, this morning i was horny, held it up to end of p.e. =[ i hate that. LOL.
problems: back and thing behind left knee cap pain =[ fear that grades are AVERAGE. LOL.

I BELONG TO YOU! AND YOU BELONG TO ME! some lyrics on radio *changes station*

uhm. today, mild practice as said,, uhm....davin came over to do his so called hw...but he checked mygradebook or whatever...assignment w/ info not derr, so he just like err...chat wif me and on laptop w/ peoples.

anything else? i need to loc kaway laptopl by the end of the week.
i need cash to save for gym membership next year >,> <,<
hmmmm. i think i'ma rest now, cya!
~10:26pm ..maybe started typin 20-30min ago. LOL. since, it's kinda long. lol

Friday, November 5, 2004 [today's blog]

"locked up" ---a song X3 i will get closer to finding that song i said b4.... lyrics 'who is the beautiful girl'...la la la. X3 if anyone knows what it is *cough cough --patrick---*cough cough*. hey, havent seent half flip/white patrick...where is he? O_O lol. <,< >,> la la la. LOL. i need a faster computer >,> my 2nd cd burner compresses the songs ...man, i can have over a thousand of songs...problem is that i tried it, and it was only like 10% done after 40min..LOL..i tot it was hella slow....LOL. >,> <,< LOL.
ANYWAY...i wish i had lessons now..LOL. soccer is the only winter sport, but there's cuts of course, and people are experienced that play it >,> i think i'll just train if possible [if i aint lazy]. lol. i got time 18:05 for 2 miles [18min 5sex for non special people, lol]....and uh......UHMMM....it kinda sux....LOL. i'm ok w/ it..

erg....cd be evil like all others on both burners...iono why....some file's corrupted >,>
"1,2, step" - Ciara & Missey Elliott >,> <,< tiz kool la. i ate around 6 slices of the pizza they gave us >,> ssssshhhh...lol.

la la la. >,> <,< @_@ is still looking for someone ~_~

gawrsh...so kinda bored. la la la la la lal a. i'm following mom's rule to not use internet so she can use internet when she comes home and i'm trying to make the cd burn properly ^^;;; DAMMNIT.lol

phrases learned in japanese:
"ima nanji desu ka?" ~~what time is it now
"watashi wa (name) desu." ~~roughly 'i is (name)."
"watashi no namae wa (name) desu." ~~"my name is (name)."
"oikutsu desu ka?" ~~what's your name in a polite way

YES, THE CD WORKED, YAY!
it's X to da Z, XZIBIT.....anyway

>,> track n' field ..... i go for track....conditioning in uh,er... practice every tuesday and thursday >W< lol.

brb *runs to test cd* YAY! IT WORKED....MUWAHAH. only 4 songs .....LOL. it's a cd-rw, so it's kool ^w^

plans :get an EIGHT [8] pack..LOL. <,< LOL. >,> LOL...LOL...anyway, i just want to get faster, and to do taht, i must eat a lil healthier and and and and and and and and and and and and and nad nad an da UHMMM....exercise...YEA! jmaybe i can jog in place for a while and la la la till i get a gym membership and a ride there ^@^
iw....bugar fell outta my nose.....LOL...

LOL....
anyway...hahaha. me is double metal axe in gunbound....in my 3rd account that is....LOL. uhm...i need an outfit for ham to draw for my avitar in gaia... >,> should i really sell stuff just to look prettyful? O_O NO! <,< just draw me in the boxrs i have and something...lol. HMMMMM...... I SHOULD have a drawing notebook to improve it. >,> lol. and i want my own 'tagging' style....LOL. like i can tag....hahaha. since i NEVER HAD A GOOD SIGNATURE... <,< i wish to acomplish so much. >,> i have to play with so many things..LOL, that didn't sound right. X3 LOL.

i'm just a lil hyper, cuz i got my cd to work, and it's the end of the 1st quarter ^w^ and i can start over, attempting to like uh err......bump up my grade and get organized. i mean, practicing everyday tellin yourself you're going to do your work or fix ur stuff and falling asleep on it like right now isnt good.....LOL.

gtg, bye ~ends at 6:32pm
wait...ONE MORE THING...14 more days till my b-day...LOL ^^;; bye!