Jessica, I'm not saying you should regret it. I'll say this a billion and one times, I don't care. It's okay. I'll live, just give me some time and I'll get better.
I loved him, but he didn't feel the same back. It's alright. It happens.
I'll mend in due time as the story unfolds,
All the smiles and the lies that were told,
Give me a moment to wipe my tears,
Hard to get back to these dropping years,
Closing my eyes as a tear falls,
Kicking and screaming until I can't even crawl,
I was great into ignorance and was so blind,
I have to set aside the horror and stay true and kind,
I thought about leaving my friends and starting alone 'cause I can,
So noone could break me again,
Waisting my time trying to win him,
It's quite alright, my lights are dim.
Don't feel sorry for me,
Don't regret the pain you see,
I don't want to burdon any longer,
I can't hold on; I'm not much stronger,
My eyes will run the tears forever,
If only I remembered the scheme so clever,
You're not afraid to touch and feel,
But in time I'm bound to heal,
Don't fret over this all,
Don't worry while I fall,
I swear to God that it's alright,
For your good I will not fight,
He's yours and will be for a bit,
It isn't my wrist that will be slit,
I know better than to hurt myself tonight,
Not seeing you shine with him another day brings me fright,
Sorry for the poems of my saddness and sorrow,
I don't mean to be so shallow,
I need to vent; not keep it in,
So everyone knows how I've been,
Do what you please to my heart and my smile,
I'll do it again once in a while,
Battling my hurt from screams and my joy from laughs; such a duel,
Because we all know I'm the waisted life; the waisted fool.
I loved him, but he didn't feel the same back. It's alright. It happens.
I'll mend in due time as the story unfolds,
All the smiles and the lies that were told,
Give me a moment to wipe my tears,
Hard to get back to these dropping years,
Closing my eyes as a tear falls,
Kicking and screaming until I can't even crawl,
I was great into ignorance and was so blind,
I have to set aside the horror and stay true and kind,
I thought about leaving my friends and starting alone 'cause I can,
So noone could break me again,
Waisting my time trying to win him,
It's quite alright, my lights are dim.
Don't feel sorry for me,
Don't regret the pain you see,
I don't want to burdon any longer,
I can't hold on; I'm not much stronger,
My eyes will run the tears forever,
If only I remembered the scheme so clever,
You're not afraid to touch and feel,
But in time I'm bound to heal,
Don't fret over this all,
Don't worry while I fall,
I swear to God that it's alright,
For your good I will not fight,
He's yours and will be for a bit,
It isn't my wrist that will be slit,
I know better than to hurt myself tonight,
Not seeing you shine with him another day brings me fright,
Sorry for the poems of my saddness and sorrow,
I don't mean to be so shallow,
I need to vent; not keep it in,
So everyone knows how I've been,
Do what you please to my heart and my smile,
I'll do it again once in a while,
Battling my hurt from screams and my joy from laughs; such a duel,
Because we all know I'm the waisted life; the waisted fool.
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