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The worst thing that can possibly happen to me finally happened. I won't go into detail here because I know a certain someone is going to come here and give me crap about it, and I don't want to hear it. Some stupid girl has been following Kaz around and sent him a PM and now he's interested in her, it's awful. And it happened right when things were actually going well. Kaz was not mad at me for once, and we were talking and things were just going good, and then some jerk had to go and do that. We ended up staying up the entire night arguing about it, until 7:00 AM. No sleep. And I got sick, throwing up, for the second time because of Kaz mentioning another girl. The second time this has happened. Only a different girl. I know I shouldn't love him, but I can't help it, and no matter what anyone says about it, I can't change how I feel about him. I've already tried. Obviously I'd try. And I got maybe three hours of sleep today. I can't stay asleep with things like this going on. It's impossible. At least Kaz has a friend over today and has been away, that actually makes me feel better but only for the time being. I spent today talking to the only two guys who are nice to me. And the one that's closer to my age doesn't talk very much.

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