Every day i'd sit in side and watch the clouds go by
But then i'd get a thought of you and slowly start to cry
The tears dripped down my cheeks and my heart hurt deep inside
I couldn't refuse the pain no matter how hard i tryed
I had lost the only thing that brought meaning to my life
And when you fell down dead so did the shield to my strife
The pain is to unbarrible so i shall join you in your sleep
I'll pull the trigger and end the pain before im baried 6 feet deep
