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Worthless Words
Somthing is wrong with me....
I feel so different... I was so happy... I have a person I love very much, I'm going to be going to a school I like..... I'm getting use to work.... yet I still feel emty.... I don't understand. I'm so confused. I feel like no matter what I do I can never do anything to be happy... stay happy. I don't know what to think.... I feel so... lost.

This isn't my poem.... It someone elses whom I don't know... But I can relate too it.
I feel like they mistakenly wrote about me.

Warped and Twisted

Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted


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  • User Comments: [2]
    You name so many things outside, yet the peace you seek is not a part of That world. Try to explore Your world, in silence and thought. Sit in soundlessness, and literally listen to the blood flow in your ear drums some time. It sounds like a high pitch singing, like the literal sound of silence. It can be a deafening song, if you focus enough on it. I often find a closed, unstarted vehicle is perfectly silent enough to hear it. smile Some call it meditation. But that word is so often used it has lost it's meaning in this country. It wont help you with your problem, but it will help you understand it. ^_^

    I believe you are anything but warped or twisted, only mentally exhausted. 3nodding

    comment Raszra · Community Member · Sun Dec 14, 2008 @ 11:26pm
    thats a cool poem.

    comment Touketsu-x-Tsuki · Community Member · Sun Dec 28, 2008 @ 05:16pm
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