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At the moment I am so glad no one reads this. Because I just need to write.
I want to die. Life doesn't have any meaning anymore... everything has become so uninteresting... I'm so alone. Its been forever since I last had anyone over... I have almost no friends. And the ones I do have have a life. So I'm stuck all by myself... and I don't want to go to school because its just as miserable... and even then I feel alone... I look around and think 'I wonder who would cry if I died? Probably no one...' and I honestly think its true. After all, I've left no impressions. I've done nothing great. I'm not a perfect student or child, I'm a crappy friend, so who would really care? Sadly, though, I'm to much of a chicken to kill myself. Though I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I just... I don't know... no one seems to love me. No one seems to care. I'm left all alone every night, wishing I could cry when I just can't. I don't know why, but i just physically CAN NOT cry. Which only makes it so much worse. God, I just wish someone would care... without me having to pay them or them be obligated to. I just want someone to hold me in there arms and say they love me, and really mean it. But I guess thats far to much to ask. After all, I'm already such a huge burden...
I just want this all to be over.
 [. Candy . Moon .] · Sun Apr 27, 2008 @ 03:29am · 0 Comments |
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