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Heart Breaking,
Silent Tears,
Breath Defying,
After all these years,

After all the screaming,
After all the cheating,
The pain will never go away,
After all the Love,
You stole my heart and broke it.

Its getting closer,
closer into unconsciousness,
forever will i remember you,
forever will i hurt,

You were important in my life,
You still very are,
But you choose her,
not me,
not me,
not me,

I now understand,
that i am nothing more than a toy,
nothing more than an idiot,
who actually decided to take a chance,

Who am I anymore?
I wonder if ill ever forget the pain,
Maybe in time,
Maybe in heaven,
ill see you where i stand,
then ill look in your eyes,
and forever take your hand,

I still wonder how you chose such a backstabber,
Maybe later you'll find out,
But i will not hold a grudge,
i will just merely go on my way,
and leave you where you stand,
loathing her each and every step,

But like i said,
I will not hold a grudge,
i will simply be your friend,
even though i am dieing inside.

Good-Bye My almost lover.
Forever My Depression Lies
In the Darkness of My Night,
In The Dungeon of My Core,
i will never leave this prison,
of depression and hate,
Farewell.
heart / Christine Carlson