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So right,
I ******** up yet again where me and Paul are concerned. He hasnt spoken to me since saturday now.
I feel like s**t, and a whore.

Also, so I contacted about the army.
Apparently because of my shitty blood disorder.
I can't go in any service.
So I'm gonna just drop out of school and curl up and die.

I'm sick of this. I try so ******** hard and I end up failing EVERYthing.
No point in trying anymore