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This life to me seems more to me
Like a play
A sentence
A game
Of falling short
Short of perfect
Short of worth it
Now I see what life is like
When no one really gives a s**t
When feeling so numb
Is all you can do
And, think of lost pain
I wish it’d come back again
When what they say makes you feel so alone
You’re alone
So cold
So stoned

If only there was a way to make it go away
If only there was a way to chase the memories away
And never think about that day
I waste my days thinking
Of what life could be like
If I wasn’t so screwed up so messed up
And I wonder why you’re still around
How can you deal with my temper, and tears?
And still wish you could fight all my fears
Away forever
If there was such a thing
Trust me honey I’m not worth your time
I’m not worth a dime
I think I’ll spend my days just thinking
Of you
And what I put you through

This life to me seems more to me
Like a play
A sentence
A game
Of falling short
Short of perfect
Short of worth it
Now I see what life is like
When no one really gives a s**t
When feeling so numb
Is all you can do
And, think of lost pain
I wish it’d come back again
When what they say makes you feel so alone
You’re alone
So cold
So stoned
I’ so cold
So alone
So alone
So
Stoned