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I love the way you hold me close
And I love the way you whisper everythings going to be ok
I love the way you tickle me
The way you look me in the eye
And I love the way you hold my hands

These traits are so strong, yet so weak
I know you care about me
You care about me alot
You love me
And when your around I completly forget about everyone else around
But when your gone, I forget about you...
I know this isn't a good thing, but it just happens..

I'm so confused right now
A part of me wants to be with you
But the other part of me is lost and confused
The other part of me has no idea what she wants
I want to say i love you
I really do
But I don't want to play you anymore
I don't want to be unsure

I know I hurt you a lot
And I don't want to do that again
But I dont know what else to do...
I dont know what else to say...
Which is why i'm trying to tell you now

I'm sorry if you read this
I'm sorry if you're hurt
But I don't know how to tell you
I dont know what is good for me right now
I'm so confused
Please, just give me time, a chance to figure out what I want
No...please give me a chance to figure out what i need



-Jazman Julian