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iv finally come to terms...
that noone will ever kno me and i dont really care, im ready to die, iv done it befor.

"i am not afraid of dieing, pieces of me die all the time"





No one knows what it's like

To be the bad man

To be the sad man

Behind blue eyes



No one knows what it's like

To be hated

To be fated

To telling only lies



But my dreams

They aren't as empty

As my conscience seems to be



I have hours, only lonely

My love is vengeance

That's never free



No one knows what it's like

To feel these feelings

Like I do

And I blame you



No one bites back as hard

On their anger

None of my pain and woe

Can show through



But my dreams

They aren't as empty

As my conscience seems to be



I have hours, only lonely

My love is vengeance

That's never free



When my fist clenches, crack it open

Before I use it and lose my cool

When I smile, tell me some bad news

Before I laugh and act like a fool



If I swallow anything evil

Put your finger down my throat

If I shiver, please give me a blanket

Keep me warm, let me wear your coat



No one knows what it's like

To be the bad man

To be the sad man

Behind blue eyes






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JynX Cat Girl
Community Member
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commentCommented on: Mon Apr 07, 2008 @ 02:06am
Sometimes ppl not knowing you is a good thing. People are just ******** losers and life moves on. when it comes to ppl knowing you or what knot I guess idk what more to tell you. at the current moment I'm not in any position to give advice. I say just live. ******** ppl, ******** s**t drama, ******** love and ******** it all. Love the ppl that do care and the ppl that haven't left your side. Life is beautiful. I think thats a song blaugh xd xd


Things will get better I'm sure.


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