Confused was how I felt. What am I suppose to do? Was I right or wrong? Did it matter? One bad thing after another kept happening and yesterday I suddenly just broke down.. I talked it over with two people and actually felt a little better I guess…but I don’t think I helped them…I hate getting emotional with others…I’m afraid that I’ll do it for attention or that they’ll become depressed, feeling sorry for me or something. I’m not used to pity…I’m used to someone slapping me across the face or punching me in the gut saying, “Quit acting like a wuss and pull it
together. The world hasn’t ended yet.” I woke up the next morning (today) around 9am but stayed in bed till around 11. Finally getting up I noticed my Bible sitting at my bookshelf. I grab it, put a hand over it and mumble a whisper like prayer, “God, I’m confused and lost…show me something…anything that will help.”
Encouragement and wisdom was what I hoped for…Indeed I got it…It may not seem like much but what I got below was exactly what I needed
PS: Super Hero isn't a child appropriate movie...I saw it today...and...oh my gosh
Psalms 118: 7-15
7 The LORD is with me; he is my helper.
I will look in triumph on my enemies.
8 It is better to take refuge in the LORD
than to trust in man.
9 It is better to take refuge in the LORD
than to trust in princes.
10 All the nations surrounded me,
but in the name of the LORD I cut them off.
11 They surrounded me on every side,
but in the name of the LORD I cut them off.
12 They swarmed around me like bees,
but they died out as quickly as burning thorns;
in the name of the LORD I cut them off.
13 I was pushed back and about to fall,
but the LORD helped me.
14 The LORD is my strength and my song;
he has become my salvation.
15 Shouts of joy and victory
resound in the tents of the righteous:
"The LORD's right hand has done mighty things!
Psalms 119: 1-8
1 [a] Blessed are they whose ways are blameless,
who walk according to the law of the LORD.
2 Blessed are they who keep his statutes
and seek him with all their heart.
3 They do nothing wrong;
they walk in his ways.
4 You have laid down precepts
that are to be fully obeyed.
5 Oh, that my ways were steadfast
in obeying your decrees!
6 Then I would not be put to shame
when I consider all your commands.
7 I will praise you with an upright heart
as I learn your righteous laws.
8 I will obey your decrees;
do not utterly forsake me.
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