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I have a question for all you who actually care. Is it wrong that I feel like fighting. I mean, for no reason at all. I've never been in a fight, but I'm pretty strong. And I know I CAN beat people up, but I know I can't just randomly beat people up just because I feel like punching something. It sort of makes me feel like a monster. Wanting to punch someone untill they bleed. I seriously think I need mental help, but not only because of that. I won't go into detail about the other reasons. Anyway, I know people just say, "Well if you want to punch something go punch a punching bbag or a pillow or something" But I don't have a punching bag, a pillow is not hard enough and there's nothing left for me to punch except the wall or something, but if I do then my fists might get bloody and then I'll be in pain and I'll worry my mom and she'll want to get way deep into my personal life and I hate talking about the things that make me "tick" and stuff like that. I'm not a very open person. I may seem like it, but all the things I tell people don't even scratch the surface of myself. Not by a long shot. Anyway, I thought I'd just say that, get it off my chest. blah blah blah. okay well c ya around. Or not.

Posted by: Kityfan2 Wed Mar 12, 2008 @ 10:27pm

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Commented on: Sat Mar 15, 2008 @ 06:34pm


	I've been wondering the same thing. I got into a fight last year, and that was when I didn't like fighting, or couldn't stand the pain, but now everything changed. There really is no one to fight without there being a terrible outcome, and a punching bag doesn't really fight back, unless you just want to hit something. I punch the walls, not only when I'm mad, but when something feels wrong, like something is out of place. Even when I punch the wall, it doesn't feel like enough. I'm really sorry, and I wish there was something I could actually do to help. You might want to see a psychiatrist, but even I won't get the help I need from them, so I'm not sure how much use they would be.

Commented on: Mon Mar 17, 2008 @ 05:10pm


	I don't think you need mental help, it's normal sometimes for people to want to fight. I get that way sometimes, and it scares people when they get like that. The best thing I do is find a book or movie or even rp (Which is why I'm a damsel in distress type character) to feel better. And if that doesn't help, you know you have friends here to talk too

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Commented on: Wed Mar 19, 2008 @ 02:51pm


	I usually do something evil in the rps. That's why my evil side is so sadistic. That...and I'm a bit sadistic too. But hey, who doesn't have a sadistic side to them?...thinks...okay a lot of people, but that's not the point! ^^'

Commented on: Thu May 22, 2008 @ 09:34pm


	It's not wrong to want to fight, but it's really what you do, not what you want to do. Although the very natural human desire to fight is there, that doesn't mean you should do it. I totally know what you mean when you say you "just want to punch something." A pillow works for some people, it doesn't for me. I just ignore it and most of the time it'll go away. Don't go looking for a fight though. That's not a good idea. There are ways for people to vent their anger or...violent urges. For some, it's talking to a close friend and just "letting it all out." For others, it's playing a video game, like Halo. For some, they just go out and have fun and they forget about it. Maybe (and I'm no counselor or anything) you do have something inside you need to talk about. And the only way your mind gets it out is by that desire to fight. That's just a guess; just a thought. Well, um, hope that helped! If not, sorry.

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Commented on: Thu Jul 10, 2008 @ 11:32pm


	well i never got in a fight like hitting fight if ur talking bout that but i made someone cry not pretty now 1 of my friends that watched doesnt like me im really sad she says like im copping wwat there doing to my other friend she is the one that watched and doesnt care my friend that doesnt like me anymore name is jordyn and jordyns mean now and i dont like it crying shes only is wierd and whispers to my other friend sometimes but i still dont like it crying but my other friend tessa is the nice one the one i made cry is mise tessa and misa r best friends i dont regret making misa cry shes evil she lies and when she lies she has a certain tone in her voise yeah what i love to think about is SHES GOING TO ANOTHER SCHOOL IN NEXT YEAR AWESOME! im so happy and misa always told tessa wat to do and stuff.... evil MAN THIS IS A *LONG* COMMENT LOL!

Commented on: Sat Feb 06, 2010 @ 11:14pm


	whoa

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Commented on: Thu Oct 21, 2010 @ 12:23am


	I know how that feels. For the longest time, I've been wanting to hurt people. Like my friends. I don't know why, I just wanted to hit them, bite them, make them feel pain. I didn't know why, but I wanted to kill people. Fortunately, I'm much too pacifistic to actually do that in real life. So I get that release while writing my stories. It's always the healthiest way I can do so. That and listening to music.

Commented on: Tue May 17, 2011 @ 05:37am


	Hmm, the urge to fight someone or something isnt all that strange. As a race human beings have always had that urge, that need, to go out and do battle with anyone just because they need to. Its a subconscious feeling it is. But, the reason is appears is because there is a situation you may be facing to which you have little to no power in it. So, you want to fight someone because you know you have some form of power there, some form of control. It also could steam from a bunch of pent up emotions that you have no constructive means of channeling so it builds and builds and builds before you feel the need to Hulk smash some st. I would know because I went through the same thing. However, through meditation and some mental gymnastics I was able to bring my emotions in check and channel them into my subconscious to a place where I wouldnt be bothered with them. Then, when an opportunity presents itself to where I can let the reins go and be all crazy, then I go full force. I feel much better afterwards. 3nodding**

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