ARG.
Having such a ******** bad day.
First I find out that I knew the guy who committed suicide in town last week.
He was a worker at our local Panera Bread, and was one of my friend's coworkers.
I really can't believe it was him of all people.
Then my goddamn ex is in town.
A part of me feels like "HOW DARE HE SHOW HIS FACE HERE."
And another is saying "What the hell am I going to do this summer when he has VACATION?"
And another is screaming "Seek him out and ******** KILL him."
My friends are all going insane.
Insults, odd intimate hugs, and drama drama drama.
People need to get a ******** hold on their tongues, minds, and hormones.
Goddammit people.
I'm failing this year, and I don't feel like doing any of my goddamn work if I'm not going to graduate.
What's the ******** point.
I'm tired of this shithole of a town, tired of this daily routine.
Tired of the people here.
My family is screaming, mainly because of my rotten mood.
But I'm literally not tolerating any bullshit right now.
I want to ******** be LEFT ALONE.
And everybody fails to realize that.
If they didn't bug me, throw s**t at me because its funny and hit my goddamn eye, and argue back I WOULDN'T BE ANGRY RIGHT NOW.
Oh my ******** god.
WHY DOES THIS s**t KEEP HAPPENING.
******** TEENAGERS, ******** TOWN, ******** PEOPLE.
I'd rather be in the looney bin than in this town right now, because at least people there would understand.
Nobody understands here.
This place is volatile.
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I hate ex's... nuff said
I'm failing too, but I think I still have a little hope, not very much but enough to keep trying. I know where your coming from, that's why I dropped out in 9th grade after I failed I'd be going to class for no point at all.. I X'ed out of all of them because I was sick so much in 9th grade.
My family bothers me at times, almost all times, but some reason I still love them. That and my a.d.d. makes me forget that I was bothered in the first place. [Good and bad at times] I feel bad wish I could help you out on the whole inner emotional feelings bases but that would be like the blind leading the blind. @.@
As I say, s**t happens, and it doesn't stop happening... god damn s**t... XP I dont' have an answer thou, maybe because people are stupid? I don't know, but I feel badly that your unhappy.
This town does suck, I say it all the time, but my mother doesn't see it, she says ALL towns are like this... God it makes me wonder... Loony bin looks good right about now... crying meh, call me if you want, or something, if you need to yell at soimething i'm here for that too, I'm just kind of ehauh so yeah feel better...