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Looking back on my day,
looking back on today,
realizing my faults,
watching all my walls,

taking in the splendor,
memorizing the wrong,
feeling how I shall feel,
though I'm gone,

I want to hear the thunder crash,
I want to feel the rain fall,
maybe by tomorrow,
I'll forget it all

I want something to happen,
I want to feel sad,
But I don't want next week to come,
cause I know I'll still feel bad,

I wanna hold you in my arms,
I want to know you're real,
I want to push you far away,
Can't you see how I feel,

I want to believe that it's all right,
I want to know if it's crashing down,
I don't want uncertainty,
I just want you to come around,

Thinking I'm horrible,
yet thinking I'm abused,
but if there's one thing I try not to think,
is to think I'm being used,

Beating myself up,
trying to be too rough,
though I try to stop myself,
I know enough is enough,

I wanna hold you in my arms,
I want to know you're real,
I want to push you far away,
Can't you see how I feel,

I want to believe that it's all right,
I want to know if it's crashing down,
I don't want uncertainty,
I just want you to come around,

Sitting in an empty room,
hiding all all my tears,
thinking in this empty room,
feeling all my fears,

I wanna hold you in my arms,
I want to feel the rain fall,
I want to push you far away,
I want to forget it all,

I want to believe that it's all right,
hope it's never crashing down,
Please don't make me feel uncertainty,
Is arising all around,

lada lada
lada lada
dada ladadadadada

I to hold you in my arms

lada lada

I want to forget it al

ladadadadada