|
UPDATE:
Alright, so I was being a bit harsh on Jarrod with the moving out thing..They're moving out because of a raid being planned on the house. Supposably, and as threatened, everyone who's there gets shot down. So...Jarrod is looking for a job, bless him and his lovely rump, and is trying to get ahold of Wendys for a second interveiw. I, on the other hand, might start job training at Meijers on monday, tomorrow. Whew! This was my update, thank you, da da...now I'm off to find myself gold for doll ears and that dollie shirt thing...total of what...10,000 gold? Maybe nine in the marketplace. And right now I have...1,858, pfft! I'll get to it...
LsrGriffon8945: MEGAN!!!
DarkVampyrZen: Robert, I need someone to talk to, I'm going crazy.
DarkVampyrZen: Are you busy?
LsrGriffon8945: not at all bebs
LsrGriffon8945: nope nope
LsrGriffon8945: I'll talk to ya
DarkVampyrZen: Ohky..
LsrGriffon8945: tell me whats wrong hun
DarkVampyrZen: Well,s ee, I've had a shity day already by the noon because last night Jarrod said he might be getting kicked out if he didn't get a job in two weeks, whcih gave him two weeks until I had to worry about it, really. Then I woke up and almost died of shock when I figured out I was ragging, at first it scared me because my mind was too tired to connect blood and bum. T^hen we had to run around all day, me going through this with the hope I'd get to see Jarrod before I started feeling too sick, I got those old angry things where if someone did the slightest thing I almost moved to rip them apart. Even this little girl at Meijers who slammed her cart so it made a loud noise. So...Jane says big dinner tonight and I say alright I won't see Jarrod because of that and I don't wanna rip him apart in the mood I'm in because he stil doesn't have a job and is being too soft hearted. So I called him to tell him and he says Tony is moving out today, packing at the moment, because a guy that lived there made a threat to do a driveby. Jarrod is thinking of leaving with him because of that and, I think, because he doesn't wanna pay Dave off, which would make me look bad because I called Dave and asked him for a favor to save Jarrod's a** from being on the ******** streets.
DarkVampyrZen: Brutal honesty.
LsrGriffon8945: Are you serious hun?!?.. holy s**t... im so sorry Megan...
DarkVampyrZen: I'm soo pissed, I can't do a thing about this and it's driving me out of my ovferworked mind.
DarkVampyrZen: At elast to my standards.
LsrGriffon8945: this just sounds loka an overload day.. a day full of problems withous solutions.. take a breath bebs and try to give it a rest.. cause in a few days, many of these probelms might fix themselves
DarkVampyrZen: But stupid Jarrod head is going to get himself in another whammy of a situation by moving in with Tony, Tony's too immature and his mother and little brother will only use Jarrod for his car and he won't have his own life, won't get a job, won't get the ******** outta there.
LsrGriffon8945: Why wont Jarrod just get his s**t together then?
DarkVampyrZen: Apparently just because people keep using his car and he doesn't have mony for gas.
LsrGriffon8945: and he still isnt getting a job?
DarkVampyrZen: He quit McDonalds about a month or so into the job and hasn't had one for about three monthes, owe's Dave a thousand bucks in two weeks.
LsrGriffon8945: why did he quit?
DarkVampyrZen: And no, he keeps forgetting to call places back that he applies to and it's pissed me off because two of the places are places my friends tried to get him into.
DarkVampyrZen: Bad wages, too much work.
LsrGriffon8945: you dont just stop your job.. you look for another and when you find it you stop.. wow.. that is pretty stupid
DarkVampyrZen: Nyeh, telling me.
DarkVampyrZen: I mean, I love the s**t out of him, I know half of it's lust but still. I don't want to see his a** run into another bad situation.
DarkVampyrZen: -Shrug-
LsrGriffon8945: Seriously hun.. im so sorry...
DarkVampyrZen: I feel better, my head doesn't feel like it's exploding now biggrin
DarkVampyrZen: It's alright, ehh...I just feel soo helpless that I can't do anything for him, and future considerations I don't want him leaching off of me. I'm being brutally honest here..
LsrGriffon8945: most definatly hun.. dont let anyone own you hun... I love ya bebs
DarkVampyrZen: Yay, teh Roberts <3 i.i
LsrGriffon8945: : emotion_hug : everything is going to work out for ya bebs... I wont let you down
DarkVampyrZen: I mean, half a year ago I thought love was all trust but now...it feels soooo much different. Like I'm trying to take care of him...I know he missed out on alot of paternal stuff, but I can't keep doing this s**t. I don't like having to comfort him all the time and cuddle him, I feel like he's partially looking for what he missed with his mother in me and he doesn't know it so..what can I say to him?
LsrGriffon8945: humm...
DarkVampyrZen: I'm used to being the clingy, sub and I'm kind of forced to be dominant with him, I don't like it, it's exhausting.
LsrGriffon8945: have you tried telling him that?
DarkVampyrZen: I drew him out in front of David.
DarkVampyrZen: Dve said he could see it and he'd teach Jarrod to be more dominant but Jarrod used it as a more bedroom focused complaint.
LsrGriffon8945: like what?
LsrGriffon8945: *how
DarkVampyrZen: Like how'd I draw him out or..?
LsrGriffon8945: what kind of complaint did he think it was exactly?
DarkVampyrZen: Dave saw the whole picture but Jarrod thought I was simply complaining about his preformance in the bedroom, eh.
LsrGriffon8945: Oh! I see... well.. tell him he needs to grow some balls
DarkVampyrZen: Hah, he needs to, a bit..
DarkVampyrZen: I like ragging, it makes me talk more...Hmm, ideas on how to use this..
LsrGriffon8945: do tell
DarkVampyrZen: Well, notice how I'm complaining more than usual.
DarkVampyrZen: This means I get bitchy and let out how I feel.
LsrGriffon8945: Oh! I see
DarkVampyrZen: I could always...go out with Jarrod tomorrow if I can and...leave myself in the heat too long..
LsrGriffon8945: Yeah.. let him know whats up
DarkVampyrZen: I try talking to him but sometimes...dunno -shrug- I feel all shitty. e.e Pffffft
 VampyrZenite · Sat Jul 23, 2005 @ 02:09am · 0 Comments |
