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Self preservation and insecurity Wanna get into my mind? Well then... Welcome.


MarisaMorbid_XX
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For anyone who thinks i'm ******** perfect.
I'm not.
I have insecurities just like everybody else.
I get depressed way too often than normal.
I'm bitchy.
I'm moody.
I'm a very violent person.
I'm also extremely shy.
I don't like large crowds of people.
I listen to my music way too loud.
I have VERY low self-esteem.
I'm fat.
I'm not pretty/beautiful.
I never do my homework.
Music affects my mood extremely easy.
To the point where I can't even listen to certain bands such as...
- Hawthorne Heights
- Hinder
- Sugarcult
- Vertical Horizon
- Some Thousand Foot Krutch songs
- Some Paramore songs
- Some Muse songs
- And some Avril Lavigne songs
Without crying.
I'm pretty sure I have Schizophrenia.
I hate hot weather.
More than half the people I meet piss me off.
I don't really like people.
I like animals better.
I find them to be more humane.
I'm always fighting with my parents.
I lose my temper very easily.
I don't like being touched by random people.
I don't know when to shut up.
I babble like an idiot when I'm nervous.
I love the taste of blood.
I'm stupid.
I enjoy pain.
I'm addicted to caffeine.
I'm whiny.
I cry too much.
I always feel like I'm to blame for EVERYTHING
And I always feel like people are watching and judging me.
As you can see i'm nowhere near perfect.
I'm just like everybody ******** else...
Maybe worse.

</3 Misa





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l( . Y . )l
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comment Commented on: Fri Feb 22, 2008 @ 11:21pm
hunnie?... no body's perfect. I can be the weirdest kid in the school and I wouldn't careless what they think about me. I won't fight with you anymore, if you think your fat, then okay, if you think your not pretty, then that's fine too... and you know what?... I love you, even if you aren't pretty and fat<3 So therefor, I win :3


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